Being a childish fool I was…
You’ve not read wrongly. Yes, I am calling myself one for one very good reason: For the fact that I am really blind and really foolish to be thinking about other things while things are being laid down clearly for me.
Yes, I had deleted one page of my blog for a very good reason. I was real blind, childish and I’ve spoiled the reputation of my leader/ leaders. I really felt it was really appropriate that I ought to apologize to Sister Gillian and those whom I had mention in my blog. I was a fool that I did not see the light of it.
The unhappiness inside of me had taken hold of me and thus, I reacted to the unhappiness, forgetting the fact that I was entrusted with a lot of things in the cell. I was really blind, not to see that I was being handed things which I was not trained.
Out of the “out-break” I realized something about me:
- That I am still childish;
- I was being very egoist; that I thought that I knew it all but, in fact, knew nothing much;
- I found out that I am still weak in certain areas. Perhaps, that’s the answer from God when I asked Him what to change within me a couple of week back, to be a better man;
- That I still have that hot temper within me.
- That I have been rather proud and too arrogant
I really beseech forgiveness from the parties involved and I do really want to be changed for the better.
Apologies to:
Church members, Pastor Aries and Sister Gillian,
I, hereby, apologize to you for writing nasty stuffs about you before finding out the truths. I was not being careful and responsible for writing and posting those nasty stuffs about the things I wrote a couple of days back. I ask for you forgiveness.
Yes, I had deleted one page of my blog for a very good reason. I was real blind, childish and I’ve spoiled the reputation of my leader/ leaders. I really felt it was really appropriate that I ought to apologize to Sister Gillian and those whom I had mention in my blog. I was a fool that I did not see the light of it.
The unhappiness inside of me had taken hold of me and thus, I reacted to the unhappiness, forgetting the fact that I was entrusted with a lot of things in the cell. I was really blind, not to see that I was being handed things which I was not trained.
Out of the “out-break” I realized something about me:
- That I am still childish;
- I was being very egoist; that I thought that I knew it all but, in fact, knew nothing much;
- I found out that I am still weak in certain areas. Perhaps, that’s the answer from God when I asked Him what to change within me a couple of week back, to be a better man;
- That I still have that hot temper within me.
- That I have been rather proud and too arrogant
I really beseech forgiveness from the parties involved and I do really want to be changed for the better.
Apologies to:
Church members, Pastor Aries and Sister Gillian,
I, hereby, apologize to you for writing nasty stuffs about you before finding out the truths. I was not being careful and responsible for writing and posting those nasty stuffs about the things I wrote a couple of days back. I ask for you forgiveness.
posted by Calvin Chung @ 10:39 PM
Email me: calvin.othniel@gmail.com
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