My Walk with God - 2005 - (Moulding & testing): I feel so uneasy!!!

My Walk with God - 2005 - (Moulding & testing)

A daily record of events that happened in my life or things that were brought to my mind and thus recorded. This site is to help me rememeber events and goals. How I used my time; my walk with God; my perspective in life, friends and family members... This blog also serves as a reflection of myself and what I have been wanting/ struggling with/ yearning for/ my up's and down's of life. Do sit back and walk this journey on how I walk life with FAITH and HONESTY with God.

Monday, July 04, 2005

I feel so uneasy!!!

Arrgghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IS THIS HAPPENING???

Feeling so terrible right now. I felt the same way I felt last week Friday. I feel very grieved and bottled up. I can’t describe what or how I am feeling right now but I really feel very troubled.

I can’t seem to phantom what’s going on or what is to come. I feel rather down and unhappy yet I do not know what is really going on within me. How I wish I know what’s going on and find a solution to it.

I feel so restless and so tight up within me yet I’m frustrated, as I am unable to find an explanation or a reason to this feeling.

I’m working right now. How I wish I am in Church or am at home, so that I could concentrate on praying to God.

Email me: calvin.othniel@gmail.com

About Me

Name: Calvin Chung

Location: Singapore, Singapore

I'm someone who's very ambitious and have big dreams. I inspired to be a singer/ composer/ book writer. I am a Christian and I am NOT ASHAME of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour but I am not worthy to be call a Christian. I've failed Him many times...

MSN: calvynn@hotmail.com

1. Weigh 74kg by end December 2005.

2. BMI level to hit 0% or normal level

3. Physical Fitness â Not panting when I walk up a flight of stairs of 8 levels

1. Ability to handle emotions well and not easily falling in love and getting angry.( In Progress )

2. Handle and overcome stress properly( In Progress )

3. Overcome stage fright and facing people - Have more Confidence ( In Progress )

4. Develop the NINE fruits of the Spirit

5. To think in a wider perspective than personal( In Progress )

6. Develop personal maturity( In Progress )

7. Demand more of ownself than others( In Progress )

8. Esteem others BETTER than ownself but not being fake when confessing it

1. Sharpen bible knowledge â Be more accurate in facts ( In Progress )

2. Improve on guitar skills ( In Progress )

3. Improve on human relational skills ( In Progress )

4. More efficient at work( In Progress )

1. REDUCE debts owed to NTUC, AXA etcâ¦

2. New hand phone â Nokia; which can take photo, play mp3, listen to radio, play games etcâ¦

3. New Guitar Hard Casing

4. ~~New NKJV Bible~~

5. New set of Bed - Single/ Queen Size

6. New Computer Monitor

7. New set of furnitures in room

8. New set of television for parents

9. New bag to match formal dressings

1. Every Sunday and Saturdays, rest for 7hrs each day

2. Do at least a sport once per week

3. Go for movie with friends twice per month

4. Improve on my interpersonal/ communication skills.

1. Ability to create songs to worship God. ( In Progress )

2. Improve on Interior Design drawings

3. Ability to teach Bible Study effectively( In Progress )

4. Disciple those who are placed under my care with effectiveness!

To be UPDATEDâ¦

If Godâs willing, I SHALL ACCOMPLISH all the above mentioned or MORE than what I can think or imagine of! Amen!!!

1. Focus on Jesus rather than girls ( In Progress )

2. To RISE UP in Cell Group

3. To EXCEL in work ( In Progress )

4. To focus on the brushing up skills learnt ( In Progress )

5. Write more songs (At least SIX more worship songs) ( In Progress )

To be UPDATEDâ¦

"Alexus"

"Baby`SOT"

"Chermaine Tay"

"Hui Lan"

"Hui Zi"

Kelvin

"Kenneth"

"LoRd_FoUl aka Afiq"

"Sasa"

"Someone I knew from IRC"

"Xiu Gallery"

"Vernice_Jane"

"Empty"

More to come...

City Harvest (Singapore)

City Harvest (Malaysia)

Manchester United Official Site

~*~*YaHoo*~*~

Friendster

My Space

Guitar4Christ

"Empty"

"Higher Praises"

"Audio Sermons"

"Charles Spurgeon"

"Johnathan Edwards"

"Sy Rogers' article"

"Sy Rogers' Website"

"-"

"Daily Walk With God (2004 - Jan 2005)"

"Sermon "store"

My Walk with God - 2005 - (Moulding & testing)

Monday, July 04, 2005

I feel so uneasy!!!

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About Me

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GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Health :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Emotional, Psychological Growth :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Education, Intellectual, Professional :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Material:

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Leisure:

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Creativity :

Current Focus:

My Friends:

My Favourites:

Interesting links:

Other Personal Links::

My Walk with God - 2005 - (Moulding & testing)

Monday, July 04, 2005

I feel so uneasy!!!

0Comments:

About Me

Previous Posts

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Health :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Emotional, Psychological Growth :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Education, Intellectual, Professional :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Material:

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Leisure:

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Creativity :

Current Focus:

My Friends:

My Favourites:

Interesting links:

Other Personal Links::

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Health :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Emotional, Psychological Growth :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Education, Intellectual, Professional :

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Material:

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Leisure:

GOALS from July to end Dec 2005 â Creativity :